18 February 2017

18 February 2017 

Today is the first day of my blog, i will share about daily life or stories here. As you can see from my blog title I am a homebody who likes to stay at home and not the type who goes out often. I stay at home to watch Korean drama, YouTube, TV or maybe just lying down in my bed and stare at the ceiling and thinks about my life. I am a Kpop fan. I love watching Korean drama and variety shows such as knowing brothers, Running Man, Infinite challenge. Currently I am watching Tomorrow with You and just finished watching Reply 1997 and I loved it. 

Today is just like any other day. I stayed at home and watch my drama. I have been studying as finals are just around the corner which is on Monday. In the evening, my parent has a fight again because of my paternal grandmother. I rarely see my parent fight in the past but after my paternal grandmother move in with us, they start to fight a lot. As people get older, their memory start to get worse, their minds are not as actively as before and tends to say things that they don't mean it. So my grandma said something about my mum, accusing her which cause my mum to be upset and angry. My grandma has 8 children, she has been staying with us for 7 years and at my aunt house. Even though she has 8 children but she don't stay at their house but only my and my aunt house. Which I felt that it is unfair. Shouldn't other children take responsibility by fetching her over to stay at their house too? Staying alternately for a month or maybe a week. She fell down few months ago and had a surgery. The rest of the children said that after she discharged from the hospital, she will stay at each children house alternately but i guess they just say it with no actions, Actions speaks louder than words.

Currently, only my youngest aunt, 1st uncle and my family bring her over to our house to stay in. My grandma dotes on my youngest uncle the most but he didn't visit her in the hospital neither did he when she discharged. Sometimes I really don't like my grandmother but at time I feel bad for her. Having to take care of 8 children from young, but now none of them sincerely want to give out their room for her. Even though she is right beside us, we don't really spend time with her, chat with her. To be honest, I feel that the only person that treat her sincerely and the only person that is by her side is her maid. 

How I wish that I can turn back the time to 7,8 years ago where everything was peaceful, everyone live in harmony where everyone get together at my grandma house, when she is still a healthy elder and when she will still cook for her beloved grandchildren. The house is filled of laughter and joy. 

When I was still a naive child......